Monday, November 2, 2009

PLUS/MINUS?


No updates doesn't always mean putting aside the passion into something new. For two months not updating the outlet of my emotions, lot of things happened like the famous massive destruction of typhoons "Ondoy" and "Pepeng" that dominated the headlines for 3 weeks. Despite of the calamities, blogspot keeps bugging me to post something new, so there.

Well let me start with the fortunate events happened. Despite of all the pressures and issues about our passion in film making, our short film entry "Tigidig" is one of the top 3 official finalists in the RedHorse Muziklaban Indie Film Challenge. The verdict still unannounced but being one of the official finalists is enough to strengthen our passion. So there, congrats Bonafide Productions. :)

Next, I passed all my subjects with high grades last semester. And this coming semester is hopefully my last semester in Adamson. Yes, I'm already imagining how it feels to be one of the people sitting in PICC wearing black toga. The moment that my parents and loved ones are all waiting for.

Finally, I'm entering a new chapter in my life wherein confusion plays a huge role ever since it all started. This is sometimes difficult but at the same time, I love this feeling. The feeling of venturing to something that you know already how it will end up. Or lets just say you already memorize the drill because it's not the first time but the second one. My apology if it is abstract again! Well what can I do, things like this needs security and protection for my own sake. Is it happiness already or just plainly accepting the reality? Well I am really uncertain. All I know is that practicality always get in the way, maturity is a product of aging and sensation is a man thing.

Fear? Pressure? Or intelligence?
What will I choose?

See.
I am totally lost but still I know what I'm venturing.
Maybe this one's the key to accept my weakness that I hate so much.


PS: If you're reading this, please don't be selfish. Teach things that will benefit the two of us by not looking at the table with the legs rested on.
I miss you already :)