Dear Fourteen-Year-Old Self,
You are too young and stupid to know how young and stupid you are. You think you're in love now, but actually, NO. It isn't love yet. In the coming months and years, you will meet a lot of people and you will be amazed how adoptable you are. As you grow up, you will realize how unique you are. Your thinking is quite different from the people around you but you will be able to go along with them. You will experience a very "fun" life and some people same your age will even get envious because of that. You will meet different kinds of boys, guys and men and you will date some of them. You will give your affection to them many times and your heart will be broken. And so, you will learn to be stronger. Girls will admire you for that because you have an exceptional ways in handling your emotions as if you don't need anybody. BUT sometimes, you are too much and become too guarded. But at the age of 19, a big turning point will happen in your life.
You will meet SOMEONE. You will discover your real value, identity and purpose. He will make you realize how worthy you are, you don't need to fish attention and validation from other people. He will transform you and your life will be a living testimony to a lot of people.
After 10 years, you will be surprised how far you will go in a very young age. A lot of people will be drawn to you not because of your charm or shallow stuff about yourself but because you are shining. And almost everybody wonders what you've got. You will get to know different people from different races, statuses and cultures. Some will love you, some will hate you BUT you will be needed because that is your PURPOSE. But I am telling you, it is going to be difficult. You will make a series of unpopular decisions and you will live a life that many people cannot understand just to fulfill that purpose.
And hey, it's your birthday today! Enjoy the 200php your Mama gave you! I kid you not, this is the most unforgettable birthday of your life because it's your first time not to have a celebration! But don't feel sad because in ten years, you will still remember and even cannot stop talking about this birthday! Haha! So, just enjoy! :)
Love,
Your Twenty-Four-Year-Old Self
