Oh forget about the last post I made before I slept last night. I was really drunk that moment that I didn't even notice that I used a large font. LOL :)) Oh well I won't delete that post :) Let's just say that it's a product of my bitterness and it should be kept.
Okay.
So this passed few days I spent most of my time here at home. I don't usually open my PC unless I'll check my online accounts and update this blog. I am spending most of my time watching DVD series. I am done with 4 seasons of One Tree Hill last month. And hell yea, I am so addicted to it that I almost watched 3-4 episodes in just one night. I like Brooke Davis so much cos she reminds me of my party years and in the other hand, i like Peyton Sawyer's no-one-understands-me character and even her artworks, so cool. And of course, Nathan Scott's yummy personality is the shit! LOL :)) Since I've already done with those 4 seasons, I can't wait for the next season that I keep on watching those short tweezers on You Tube. New series has caught my eyes for a couple of weeks every time I switched the channel to ETC and that is the Gossip Girl. So I bought the season 1 of that last week since it has only one season at present.
I find Gossip Girl so amazing and I am very curious about the identity of that Gossip Girl. Uhumm. I like Serena van der Woodsen a lot because of her style and not to mention her height. Gaah. How I wish I am as tall as her at the moment. Blair Wardolf is gorgeous and mean, that makes me like her too. And Nathaniel or Nate ( Blair's boyfriend that secretly in-love with Serena ) is just fine, I don't find him that hot, in short he's not my type. LOL :))
One of the episode of Gossip Girl truly caught my attention. It is when a girl naming Vanessa ( Dan's ex-girlfriend ) caught Dan Humprey ( Serena's current boyfriend ) watching porn due to too much ignorance about SEX since Dan hasn't loosen his virginity yet. He was thinking that Serena is the right girl to lose it and since he is committed to an elite and hot girl he believes that he have to work hard to make Serena feel good. Vanessa knew what was Dan's head at that moment so she talk to him about it.
According to Vanessa,
"Sex is meaningful.. just like art. And you cannot rush art, you know.."
And I agree with her. It makes sense, isn't it?
Oh well. This passed few days I really have to admit that I think I am ready for stuffs like that but then maybe God is so good that even if too much chances were there to make it happen He didn't allow it. You maybe wondering what I am talking about here because as you can see I am implying but I believe if you are a keen observer you will understand what I am talking about here.
Men liked to make love; women liked to cuddle.
I'd always believed that was how it really was.
I may look like a sex kitten in the eyes of many people because of the way I dress up sometimes but honestly, I am not capable of doing that at present. And thank God you're not letting me to venture into it yet though sometimes I am being too aggressive when hotness gets in the way.
It was just funny sometimes that I can't even apply what I've learned from Communication Theory last semester. I remember what I've read on the Genderlect Styles by Deborah Tannen that I've shared with my fortunate girlfriends who hasn't loosen their virginities yet.
The act of sex marked the end of the intimacy rather it's beginning.
Well, I will not say that it's 100% true because you know that there are still lovers who's capable of doing that and still they're relationship is going strong but on the other hand, it is partly true I think.
Think about this girl, how many stories you've already heard that the guy left her after they had sex?
Now ask yourself :)
